I love Rascal Flatts, they seem to have a song for everything.  

A couple of weeks ago I was on my way to Jo-Ann's.  My sweet baby was sleeping in her car seat and I was listening to the radio.  This song came on and I couldn't help but be reminded of the work it took to get her here...


There's a place I've been looking for
That took me in and out of buildings
Behind windows, walls and doors
And I thought I found it
Couple times, even settled down
And I'd hang around just long enough
To find my way back out
I know now the place that I was trying to
Was you, right here in front of me

And I wouldn't change a thing
I'd walk right back through the rain
Back to every broken heart
On the day that it was breakin'
And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here

It's amazing what I let my heart go through
To get me where it got me
In this moment here with you
And it passed me by
God knows how many times
I was so caught up in holding
What I never thought I'd find
I know now, there's a million roads
I had to take
To get me in your arms that way

In a love I never thought I'd get to get to
And if that's the road
God made me take to be with you

And I'd relive all the years
And be thankful for all the tears
I've cried with every stumbled step
That led to you and got me here, right here
Oh, baby-Ooo
Oh, got me here

-Rascal Flatts


Can I truly say that I would relive all the tears and the years and "walk right back through the rain"?
Well, funny thing... I was reading through my blog and I found one post I wrote in which I stated:
"I used to think that there has to be a reason for everything.
I have asked God so many times...Why? Why? Why?

I have come to know that there is no point in asking the question, "WHY?"

Sometimes things just have to happen.

From what I have learned about the premortal existence... I must have signed up for this trial in heaven. What was I thinking? Your guess is as good as mine. I must have known the outcome. I wonder if I was hesitant or if I walked up to the front of the line and said, I want that one. Give me that trail right there. Maybe I knew what blessings would come of it?"
Now I DO know the outcome...now I DO know the blessings that come of the trial of infertility and miscarriage...
...and they ARE worth the heart-breaking journey... "every stumbled step" it took to get HERE:

was worth it.

So don't give up ladies...don't give up!  I love you!


Brianna Tuckett said...

Thank you so much for that Luara. Knowing what the end result is and how wonderful it is and how much I have to look forward to is sometimes the only thing that helps me wait and keep going. I'm so glad you found your happy ending and I hope when the time comes that you find another and another. Thank you for your inspiration and example. I won't give up. I can't give up. There are precious spirits in the heavens waiting for me. Of this I'm certain, so I MUST carry on and continue through the years and painful tears. Thank you for reminiding me of what I have to stive for and that it is all worth it in the end! Thank you!

MindySue said...

Thanks! I needed this post today - for a different reason than it was intended - but I needed it.

DJ said...

Ok I'm just going to comment on all your posts...haha...I love Rascal Flatts they do seem to have songs for everything and not always what i think they wrote it for. We've found that big time too. We LOVE Rascal Flatts!!! I love this hope filled posts. You are great. Thanks!